Blameworthy Fellowship

During one's lifetime there always comes a stage, a situation when one needs a shoulder. A person in front of whom you don't have to pretend, you can laugh out loud not bothering how lunatic u sound, you can cry out your feelings, share the most idiotic deed you were involved into. This person who is a part of you, standing right beside you is your 'Friend'.You just don't find friends, you make them. You mould them in your desired form.But sometimes it so happens that those people whom you trust, who you think are faithful, betrays you.I sometimes question myself, "is it so easy to back stab your best friend for your won greed"?well, i have personally experienced the pain of being involved in the asinine 'blame game' which was kick started by my own so-called Friend.She once topped my list of best friends. Things use to be so easy with her.We happen to know each other for 3 year. Things went on so well until that misfortunate day. From when the chain of lies began. " why me"? " why did she had to lie"? " Didn't she trust me"? She left so many questions unanswered.Things have changed then on, we are no more in contact.Now, her face, her words, her promises, the thought of times we spent with each other, every single thing disgusts me.One rotten apple can stale the whole lot. May be she was the rotten one.Its been quite a while now that i have seen her. Her sudden disappearance has only made my haterate for her stronger.This experience has proved one thing right about which i use to wonder alot before, 'pasts are meant to be learnt from and forgotten'. My past has certainly thought me a lesson which i promise never to forget.